Survivor Speaks Truth

Tag: Speaking Out

  • Silence Protects the Abuser, Not the Survivor

    Silence is often mistaken for peace, but for a survivor, silence is something entirely different. It is the place you retreat to when speaking feels dangerous. It is the space you hide in because telling the truth has never been met with safety. People on the outside don’t understand this—they wonder why you didn’t say something sooner, why you stayed, why you kept quiet. But they don’t realize that silence is not chosen lightly. It is shaped by conditioning, experience, fear, and by the knowledge of what happens when the truth threatens someone who lives behind a mask. Abusers cultivate silence. They depend on it the way a fire depends on oxygen. They groom you to downplay the harm, keep secrets, and question your own reality. They convince you that no one will believe you, that speaking up will make things worse, that you’re too dramatic, too emotional, misremembering, that you are overreacting, or too sensitive. They rely on your empathy, your loyalty, your desire to “keep the peace,” your hope that the good moments mean something. They weaponize your love. They twist logic, Scripture, or your words until you wonder if maybe staying quiet is easier than being destroyed. Silence becomes the price you pay to avoid punishment.

    But silence never protects the survivor—it protects the abuser. It keeps their reputation intact. It allows their lies to stand unchallenged. It preserves the image they’ve curated for the world: the charming spouse, the devoted parent, the respected professional, the person who could “never” do what you’re saying they did. Silence hides the truth that would expose the cruelty happening behind closed doors. And while you carry the weight of wounds you didn’t cause, they walk freely, confident that your silence will shield them from the consequences of their actions. That is how abuse survives—not because survivors are weak, but because abusers are strategic. They understand that their greatest threat is your voice. They know that if you ever speak, the illusion they rely on begins to crack. So they keep you quiet through fear, gaslighting, manipulation, shame, and spiritual distortion. They condition you to believe that your silence is necessary, noble, godly, or protective, but it isn’t. Silence is the cage they build around you.

    Yet something powerful happens when a survivor finally decides to speak. The moment the words leave your lips, even if your voice trembles, the darkness loses its grip. The truth begins to breathe. You feel the weight shift, not because everything becomes easy, but because the burden is no longer carried in secret. Speaking up does not create destruction—abuse does. Telling the truth does not divide families—abuse does. Naming the harm does not ruin reputations—abuse does. Survivors do not speak to punish. They speak to stop generational cycles, heal, protect their children, and reclaim the part of themselves that learned, for far too long, that their voice didn’t matter. And with every truth spoken, another layer of shame falls away. People may still choose to believe the lie. Some will prefer the illusion. Some will take the easy narrative rather than confront the real one. That is the cost of honesty in a world that idolizes appearances. But even then, your voice matters. Because silence protects the abuser, but truth protects the survivor. And once you step into truth, even if it costs you relationships, comfort, or approval, you step into freedom. You step into clarity. You step into the life you were meant to live before someone convinced you that hiding was safer than being heard. Silence may have protected them, but it will not protect them forever. There comes a day when the truth rises—in a whisper, sometimes in a roar—but either way, it rises. And when it does, you realize that your voice was never the danger. Your silence was. And choosing to speak is the moment everything begins to change—not because the past disappears, but because you finally refuse to carry it alone.

  • October: Domestic Violence Awareness Month — What It Means to Me and My Family

    Every October, the world turns a little more purple. Awareness campaigns roll out, ribbons are tied, and survivors and advocates raise their voices a little louder. But for me and my family, October is not just a month of awareness—it is a deeply personal reminder of the realities we’ve lived through and the people we’ve lost.

    Domestic violence is not an abstract issue in our lives. It has shaped us, scarred us, and ultimately pushed us into a place of advocacy and survival. My children and I know what it means to live in the shadow of abuse, to walk on eggshells, to wonder if safety and peace will ever be more than fleeting moments. Escaping that darkness was not easy, but it was necessary. It was a fight for our lives and for the chance to heal. That is why Domestic Violence Awareness Month matters to us—it represents not only our story, but the stories of so many who are still trapped in silence.

    And yet, our connection to this issue goes beyond our own survival. In 2013, our family lost someone we loved to femicide. She was taken from us most brutally—her life cut short by the very person who was supposed to love and protect her. Her death shattered us, and it was a painful reminder that not every story of abuse ends in survival. Behind every statistic is a face, a name, and a family left with a void that can never be filled. October is a time when her memory weighs heavily on our hearts, when we honour her life and grieve the future she never got to live.

    When I see purple ribbons, I see more than symbols. I see my children’s resilience, their laughter slowly returning after years of fear. I see my journey of learning to stand again, trust again, and find my voice after it had been silenced for so long. I see the faces of those who didn’t make it out—those whose stories ended far too soon, like Rebecca in 2013. Domestic Violence Awareness Month is not about statistics for us; it is about people we loved, the pain we endured, and the hope that others will never have to walk the same road.

    This month is also a call to action. Awareness means nothing if it does not move us to stand with victims and survivors. Abuse thrives in silence, and when people remain neutral or look the other way, the cycle of violence continues. Too often, communities, churches, and even families choose silence because it feels easier than confronting the uncomfortable truth. But silence protects abusers, not victims. If October teaches us anything, our voices matter—and when we choose to speak, we become part of the solution.

    For me and my family, October is not about staying stuck in what happened to us. It’s about transforming pain into purpose. It’s about raising our voices for those who still can’t. It’s about remembering Rebecca whose life was stolen, and honouring her by making sure her story—and the countless others like hers—are not forgotten. It’s about showing my children that while evil exists, so does resilience, healing, and hope.

    So when the month of October comes and the purple ribbons appear, I see resilience, not just awareness. I see grief and remembrance. I see my children’s courage and my cousin’s memory. And I know a promise: that we will keep speaking, keep fighting, and keep standing with survivors until silence no longer has the power to protect abusers, and every victim knows they are not alone.

  • The Church Cannot Stay Neutral on Abuse

    For too long, churches have wavered when it comes to addressing abuse. Some avoid the subject altogether, while others downplay it as a marital “conflict” or “personal struggles.” But let’s be honest—abuse is not a disagreement, and it is not a personality clash. Abuse is sin. Abuse is violence of the heart, the tongue, and often the hands. Abuse destroys families, silences voices, and leaves wounds that last a lifetime. When the Church minimizes it or chooses neutrality, it has already chosen a side—and it is not the side of the victim.

    Neutrality in the face of abuse is not compassion; it is complicity. When a victim is told to “pray harder,” “submit more,” or “forgive and move on” without accountability for the abuser, the Church has failed. Those words do not sound like the heart of Christ; they sound like echoes of the oppressor. Jesus never turned a blind eye to injustice. He confronted religious leaders who misused power, defended the vulnerable, and exposed sin that others tried to hide. He named evil for what it was and defended the oppressed.

    When churches remain silent, abusers are empowered. They learn quickly that they will be shielded if they keep up appearances, hold a position, or quote the right Scriptures. They thrive in environments where image and reputation matter more than truth and righteousness. Meanwhile, victims are often left isolated, discredited, and sometimes even pushed out of the very place that should have been their sanctuary. A church that protects its reputation instead of protecting its people is not representing Christ—it is representing cowardice.

    The Bible does not allow us to stay neutral. Proverbs 31:8 9 says, “Speak up for those who cannot speak for themselves, for the rights of all destitute. Speak up and judge fairly; defend the rights of the poor and needy.” Neutrality is not biblical; it is disobedience. To refuse to call out abuse is to permit it to thrive. It is to tell the oppressed that their suffering matters less than the comfort of the congregation or the image of leadership. And God does not take lightly the mistreatment of the vulnerable.

    Look at the Old Testament prophets—Isaiah, Jeremiah, and Amos—they cried out against oppression and injustice. They didn’t whisper carefully so as not to offend powerful men; they declared the Word of the Lord with boldness. Jesus Himself overturned tables in the temple when people used religion to exploit others. He called out hypocrisy, pride, and cruelty. He stood on the side of truth, even when it cost Him His reputation, His following, and ultimately His life. The Church He founded cannot do less.

    The world is watching. Survivors are watching. Our children are watching. What message do we send when we shelter wolves in shepherd’s clothing but drive wounded sheep from the flock? What are we teaching the next generation when we are quicker to protect the image of a leader than to stand up for the hurting? Neutrality may feel safe for leadership, but it leaves the vulnerable exposed. And when that happens, we do not reflect Christ—we betray Him.

    It’s time for churches to take a harsher stance on abuse. To call it what it is: evil. To protect the vulnerable with action, not empty words. To refuse to hide behind shallow statements about grace and forgiveness while ignoring repentance, accountability, and justice. To discipline those who abuse instead of excusing them. To create environments where victims can come forward without fear of being shamed, silenced, or cast aside.

    Because the truth is this: when we remain neutral, we have already chosen the oppressor’s side. And Christ never stood on that side. He stands with the broken, the oppressed, the silenced, and the wounded. If we are His Church, then that is where we must stand.

  • Abuse Destroys Relationships—Not the People Who Speak Up About It

    One of the most toxic lies we’ve been conditioned to believe is that speaking out about abuse is what breaks up families, friendships, marriages, churches, or communities. But let’s be clear: calling out abuse doesn’t destroy relationships—abuse does.

    When someone finally finds the courage to speak up, they’re not sowing division. They’re naming what already fractured the relationship long before anyone can discuss it. Abuse, by its very nature, is divisive. It creates fear, erodes trust, silences truth, and forces people into survival mode. When you’re constantly walking on eggshells or sacrificing your well-being to keep the peace, that’s not a relationship—it’s captivity.

    We need to stop blaming the whistleblower for the sound the whistle makes.

    It takes immense bravery to call abuse what it is. Most people who speak up have already endured far more than anyone realizes. They’ve stayed silent for too long, hoping things would change. They’ve tried harder, prayed harder, and forgiven more times than they can count. Speaking up is never the first step—it’s often the last straw.

    Healthy relationships don’t fall apart when someone sets a boundary or shares their pain. They grow stronger. Real love welcomes accountability. Real love says, “If I’ve hurt you, I want to make it right.” It doesn’t gaslight, deny, minimize, or flip the blame back onto the person who’s hurting.

    But abusers don’t want restoration—they want control. And when that control is threatened by truth, they panic. They’ll twist the narrative, weaponize Scripture, and turn others against the one who dared to speak. And tragically, too many people believe them, especially when the abuser seems charming, respected, or influential.

    So let’s be honest: when a relationship ends because abuse has been exposed, it didn’t end because someone spoke up. It ended because someone chose to hurt, manipulate, or control, and refused to take responsibility.

    Silencing victims doesn’t save relationships. It only protects abusers.

    If you’ve spoken out and lost people because of it, I want you to know: you didn’t ruin anything. You didn’t destroy the family. You didn’t break the church. You didn’t cause the divorce. Abuse did that. Your truth just revealed what was already broken.

    And if you’re someone watching from the outside, don’t mistake silence for peace. Don’t side with the one who “kept it together” over the one who finally broke down. Sometimes, it takes everything a person has to speak the truth out loud.

    We must stop equating exposure with division and recognize that truth is the beginning of healing. Relationships built on lies will crumble when the truth comes out, but relationships rooted in love will endure it.

    Abuse destroys. Truth reveals. Healing begins when someone has the courage to say, “No more.”

    Let’s stand with the ones who are brave enough to speak, not shame them for refusing to stay silent, because the only thing more painful than being abused is not being believed when you finally speak up.

  • When They Finally Speak, Believe Them

    When someone finally finds the courage to speak up about abuse, it’s not just words they’re sharing—it’s their truth, their trauma, and often, their last hope of being believed, heard, and seen.

    For many survivors, disclosure is not an impulsive act. It’s a calculated risk. They weigh the cost of silence against the potential consequences of speaking out. Will people believe them? Will they be blamed? Will they lose family, friends, or their job? Will they be labelled bitter, dramatic, or unstable? These questions are heavy enough to keep many victims quiet for a lifetime.

    Yet when they do speak, they are often met with apathy, judgment, or suspicion. People want “proof.” They want timelines and receipts. They want behaviour that fits a mold. But trauma doesn’t operate within clean timelines. It disrupts memory, fragments reality, and causes victims to react in ways that may not always make sense to outsiders.

    The truth is, most victims don’t speak up right away. Some don’t even realize what they endured was abuse until much later. Fear, grooming, and manipulation can distort reality. Trauma bonds can make leaving feel impossible. And when the abuser is someone others respect or admire—a spouse, a pastor, a coach, a parent—the cost of speaking out feels even greater. So survivors stay quiet. Until they don’t.

    When a survivor finally breaks their silence, it’s often because they’ve reached a point of no return. They can’t carry the weight alone anymore. Speaking out is an act of survival, not revenge. It’s a desperate attempt to reclaim their voice, to name what happened, and to find healing on the other side of truth.

    Believing victims is the first and most vital step toward healing and justice. When we respond with doubt or disbelief, we reinforce the very silence that abuse thrives in. We retraumatize those who are already hurting. And we protect the abuser, not the abused.

    When we believe victims, we break cycles. We affirm their humanity. We say: “What happened to you was not okay. It wasn’t your fault. And you deserve to be safe, supported, and whole.” That kind of belief can be life-saving. It can be the reason someone takes the next step toward healing—or the reason they retreat back into silence.

    It’s also worth remembering that false allegations are extremely rare. The overwhelming majority of abuse claims are true. And even if someone’s story doesn’t come out perfectly, that doesn’t make it false. Trauma is messy. Healing is nonlinear. Expecting victims to tell their story like a rehearsed speech under pressure, while reliving their most painful memories, is both unrealistic and inhumane.

    We must do better. We must create a culture where survivors don’t have to shout to be heard, where their credibility isn’t measured by how composed they are, and where we prioritize compassion over skepticism.

    You don’t need to know all the facts to be kind. You don’t need a police report to be supportive. Sometimes, the most powerful thing you can say is, “I believe you.”

    Because when we believe victims, we don’t just validate their pain—we help them find their voice again. And in doing so, we help restore what abuse tried to steal: their courage, dignity, and hope.